Youth

по мотивам.
прошу прощения за чудовищные инверсии и несогласованность.

The price for youth is still have not been paid.
Not yours, but mine. My youth by you was given.
I was mistaken till the very end,
Until the blindness hasn't disappeared.

My youth? Well. I thought so, but that's a trick.
As time was passing, it was getting harder
To save your love, attention and belief,
To be the only one you want so mighty.

The youth you gave to me. My gift and curse.
I didn't see the age behind the mirror.
I didn't think, that it my cause the worst.
My thoughts were far away, and that's a reason.

The price was so immeasurably high!
Though took me all, you wanted just my body.
I thought that I was loved, but don't deny -
You've always seen just age, as time was passing..

As time was passing!. I was only yours,
Until my love became precisely needless.
The aim of game was reached, and so it goes
Since you've left me alone with my affliction.

I'm just another woman in your life.
You've never loved. The youth is often violent.
The truth's that I was blind, and justified
Your cruelty, which made my voice so silent.

My voice, my heart, my soul - all that I am!
It took me too much time to grasp what happened.
You gave me back my youth, but youth betrayed.
All I'm filled with - is lonely woman's sadness.