For you to understand.

You're so close,but you're not here.
Look,my heart is getting over:
"Turn it out.Let it be"...
But your heart seems to be colder.

Twenty months...I'm still alone.
I can't stand it any longer.
I can't live just on my own.
I am weak,you're always stronger...

Every evening I'm depressed
Waiting for your call in hope
Just to be no longer messed,
Just to let you come and stop it.

I just hate to be ignored
And I feel myself pretending
I am fine and I'm not hurt.
It's not so.I am offended.

Smells of coffee make me sick.
Every morning I am broken...
And I wish you just to see
That my heart is friendly opened.

Every dream of painful nights
Makes me feel a little stronger.
I am tired of these fights.
I can't stand it any longer...