Recuperation

I'm trying to banish away
All thoughts linking me to your essence
I'm learning to find my way
Not witnessing ever your presence.

I'm keeping on running from you
My heart screaming loud and bleeding
Each new day is like dejavu
And flashbacks are agony breeding...

You're relishing this game of chasing,
Drinking in the role you play,
Displaying a smug smile placing
Won trophey on your macho tray.

And surely now defeated
I'll get to my feet, back to life
Game over - chapter completed -
A new start! I'm ceasing from strife...